There are also times when I tell her how perfect I think her girl (pussy) is, and I'm met with the same response of anger and distrust as before. She's told me how perfect my guy (dick) is to her and how my appearance is just what she's always wanted. I simply don't know what to do anymore. I know I've just rambled a lot, but if you can, please help me!
I've tried variations of facials, like him coming into my mouth, and then some of it just gets around my mouth, and I've tried him coming in my mouth and then taking his penis out and "smearing" his cum around my mouth and around my cheeks, although if I'm being honest, that is pushing my boundaries. We always talk about it after we do these alternatives, and he always says the same thing: He wants to point-blank just shoot it into the middle of my face. Ugh. It's not even like I like vanilla sex — quite the opposite. I like rough sex, I like to be tied up and spanked, hair pulled, thrown around, choked, dirty talk… HELP! Do you have any advice for me? Because, honestly, I don't know what to do, and there is very little literature out there about this stuff.