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I will never accept that you're gone. You will always be with me. My best friend, my sister, my angel. Too pure and too beautiful to walk among humans, you now exist somewhere else, and I am honoured to have had the privilege to spend 21 years with you by my side. Don't get used to it up there without me, I'll see you soon beautiful girl. I love you Harriet.
What on earth are you meant to do when your mum has just died? I had no idea – so I carried on as if everything was normal.
You might have thousands of Twitter followers but be sat alone at home on a Friday night, feeling completely isolated.