I don’t extend kindness to people all the time. I had to because of the circumstances that I was placed in that house... I just didn’t have time for the bullshit. I had to prioritize my mental sanity and my well-being.
After going through this experience that is so overwhelming and consuming, to have found someone [like Joseph] who is incredible, valuable, and is just an amazing human being is great, but I don’t want to start or entertain anything if I am not healed because I don’t want someone else to heal me.